‘Let’s have ONE last swim before we go?’ I told my husband….let’s get up early and go to the sea…🏊🏻♀️
I didn’t want to leave this beautiful Greek island without having one last dip – know the feeling?
The sea nourishes my soul ✨ and I wanted to make sure I was fully nourished before getting on the flight home ✈️
As I reflected on the last 2 weeks of being here, I realised how much I’d changed:
- I no longer felt guilty about changing my plans last minute…
- I was excited to be more spontaneous…
- My priority was to follow my intuition when it tells me to stay longer (& change my plans…)
- I was more in my vibration than ever and my boundaries were clearer
- I felt more powerful 💥
And I noticed that I was unclear about my decision to fly back to London. I was 50% ready to leave, and 50% wanting to stay, and I could feel my resistance creeping up, holding me back, wanting me to stay here a little bit longer…
And my friend even told me on voice note, “there’s a hurricane headed to the island, you might not be able to fly back”….I began to feel like we were meant to stay!
And I started to even tell myself wemightstay, and I looked at my diary next week, “well I could stay, I don’t really have to be back in London until 1st October!!” I told myself (and anyone who’d listen!)
I was really playing into the 50% of me who didn’t want to fly home…
And yet, I also knew deep down that I had to head back. London was calling me. There was work to do there.
So I knew I had to get myself into 100% of the energy of the decision to leave the island and fly back. I am a powerful manifestor and I can easily create a flat tyre, a delay in packing, a missed flight etc. It’s happened before 😂
When you’re unclear about your decision, it creates confusion in your life, and your mind will be telling you one thing, your soul – another.
So here’s some advice which helped me make a clear decision in that moment:
- Have a clear intention
- Make a decision and stick to it
- Feel good about making the decision
- If it’s the wrong decision, you’ll see it’s wrong and will be able to change your mind…
But staying in “no-man’s land” isn’t helpful.
